to restrain the tears which I felt were ready to flow. But after he had left, I had no longer power to restrain them, and I found myself very unhappy. He was kind to me, and amiable as ever; and I hope that he will have read in my heart all the affection and all the devotion with which I cherish him.
\"I spoke to him of your situation, and he listened to me with interest. He is of opinion that you should not return to Holland,
to restrain the tears which I felt were ready to flow. But after he had left, I had no longer power to restrain them, and I found myself very unhappy. He was kind to me, and amiable as ever; and I hope that he will have read in my heart all the affection and all the devotion with which I cherish him.
\"I spoke to him of your situation, and he listened to me with interest. He is of opinion that you should not return to Holland,
